I think about your words and I wonder where we went wrong. I’m confused and trying to comprehend it all. It’s hard to move forward when I don’t fully understand where I am in this moment. I check in with myself, noticing the highs and lows as they come. Mostly, I feel calm, my inner hermit energy acting as a consolation. But triggers happen occasionally and my thought process quickly changes. I yearn to reach out, seeking answers to all of my unanswered questions. The mind is a powerful thing. It can consume you with thoughts that do nothing but paralyze and terrorize your existence. How can it have so much control over our beings? It takes effort to separate oneself from thought. That’s the act of knowing the difference between self and ego. Those words that come can also go; we have to recognize they are not impacting anyone but our own mental, emotional and physical well-being.
This time is about feeling and expression. It’s about interpretation, understanding, growth and acceptance. However and whenever I get through is uncertain and some moments may seem more difficult than others. But as is consistently said time and time again, it’s about the journey and learnings over that time, not so much the destination.
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